I got one problem...At least, enough big to poisoned my life. I'm obsessive. I love to write, though it's almost a curse. When I start writting about someone, I start dreaming about them and most of the time, get obsessed about them. That's why I'm trying to NOT write about you, though dreams have already begin to rule my nights. I'm passing through something really hard and I'm, more than ever, confused especially about me and about your case. I know you've got a place in my heart, but I don't wanna fall in love with you, not that soon, not in these conditions. If I knew what to do, even friends think you could be my chance and I could be yours. But it's too early, I don't feel well. I feel down and I need to get up alone. My MoonShine will help me, but I need to avoid looking at your smile for a while. Just writting this entry I can imagine you laughing, it's disturbing. I obviously know there's no chance to get my dreams alive, but my obsession beginning, I just can't stop thinking of you. I'm so into my music for now, it helps, but it won't last. If you're becoming my new obsession, I'm gonna try all I can to not make you feel the need of my cold heart...
However, I feel the next year being a year of luck. If I survive you and you survive my obsession, maybe things'll end up being better for both of us, who knows? How I'd want to believe my friends. To believe maybe we've got much to offer to each other. Who knows? Certainly not me! And I'm not sure that you do. It's one of many sides of my sickness, take care.
However, I feel the next year being a year of luck. If I survive you and you survive my obsession, maybe things'll end up being better for both of us, who knows? How I'd want to believe my friends. To believe maybe we've got much to offer to each other. Who knows? Certainly not me! And I'm not sure that you do. It's one of many sides of my sickness, take care.
